hi bloggers.
It contains about how I am.
before I would introduce myself.
I am a girl who was born on 19 October 1992 in Banyuwangi.
I really love my hometown, because for 19 years I grew up there and so many life stories that I experienced.
perhaps many thought if my city is a city of remote and unknown. but instead they were wrong! because a lot of unique traditions that might make the tourists amazed even want to know more about the city banyuwangi.
It contains about how I am.
before I would introduce myself.
I am a girl who was born on 19 October 1992 in Banyuwangi.
I really love my hometown, because for 19 years I grew up there and so many life stories that I experienced.
perhaps many thought if my city is a city of remote and unknown. but instead they were wrong! because a lot of unique traditions that might make the tourists amazed even want to know more about the city banyuwangi.
This may be the introduction of myself. and I will tell you.
I want to ask, are you always happy?
from your childhood to now become an adult?
I want to ask, are you always happy?
from your childhood to now become an adult?
and if I answer, I say NO!
Why?
Why?
how not, I lost a father figure.
since childhood I have rarely met with my father. because my father should be migrated to the island who work far enough.
I tried to tough and believe that my father would return to bring gifts to me. but that's just my fantasy.
I have not met my father until I was 16 years old.
There was jealousy in my mind of my friends are in accompanied by his father and can joke with her father.
that is in my mind, if I could crate it?
since childhood I have rarely met with my father. because my father should be migrated to the island who work far enough.
I tried to tough and believe that my father would return to bring gifts to me. but that's just my fantasy.
I have not met my father until I was 16 years old.
There was jealousy in my mind of my friends are in accompanied by his father and can joke with her father.
that is in my mind, if I could crate it?
precisely at the age of 17 years, I hope to get a special gift from the people I love.
the desire to smile happily is no longer unstoppable.
but it all vanished like a huge wave swept. I got the news of my father's relatives, when my father died.
at that time I was in school. whether what I do anymore, I just sat there and could not speak.
I only ask "why this happened to me? what is my fault that I have left?"
the desire to smile happily is no longer unstoppable.
but it all vanished like a huge wave swept. I got the news of my father's relatives, when my father died.
at that time I was in school. whether what I do anymore, I just sat there and could not speak.
I only ask "why this happened to me? what is my fault that I have left?"
of adversity is where I started. passion, smile, happy it was not valid. attack when I need besides my father there.
want to feel how the affection of a father, pampered, loved, scolded.
want to feel how the affection of a father, pampered, loved, scolded.
I eventually had to accept the fact, if my life should continue. I have a long career. and I can not be in a position as it continues.
I am currently trying to organize my life back. And one thing I look for a close friend not to just love romance, but that could be where the outpouring of my heart, and guide me to become a better person.
I am currently trying to organize my life back. And one thing I look for a close friend not to just love romance, but that could be where the outpouring of my heart, and guide me to become a better person.
That's my story....
deudgi jusyeoseo gamsahabnida.^.^
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